Tuesday, May 30, 2006

Numb Again

Please remember that I'm here
Please try to connect to me
For if you forget me for too long
Then I'll be forced to forget about you
To push you to the back of my mind
And the bottom of my aching heart
Maybe I really don't matter to you
And you're tired of me trying
I'd be lying if I said it didn't hurt
But the first betrayal is the worst
The ones that follow a numb ache
So please remember
Because, sadly
With the dull throb of a heart too many times broken
I'm starting to believe
I should forget about you
Don't throw me a crumb now and then
Either nourish the connection
Or break it
And forget it
And leave me
Numb again.
Cie
05/30/2006

4 comments:

Tom & Icy said...

You really are good at this. And they actually sound very nice with the text-to-speech reader we use. Nice touchy/feely stuff. This is a wonderful page to visit and just hang around for a while. It sort of hooks you, like songs that you like to play over and over. Nice.

Cie Cheesemeister said...

Thanks so much, I really appreciate it!
I sometimes think of a lot of poetry at once, other times I just go dry. Might be part of the joy of being bipolar, I can't say for sure!
Peace,
Cie

consise10 said...

Ohh fantastic...and...most arousing.Thanks for freeing it here.

Cie Cheesemeister said...

Thanks--it's the only thing I really know how to do!