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Sunday, July 30, 2006
The Destructive Power Of
A wave of jealousy washed over me
And I in turn drowned you in a wave of anger
Triggered by a betrayal
That happened many years ago
In every perceived slight
I still see its spectre
I grieve that I allowed the denizen of this unquiet grave
To rise up in the desecrated ground of my heart
And cast its malignant chill
Over the warmth I feel for you
Cie
07/30/2006
And I in turn drowned you in a wave of anger
Triggered by a betrayal
That happened many years ago
In every perceived slight
I still see its spectre
I grieve that I allowed the denizen of this unquiet grave
To rise up in the desecrated ground of my heart
And cast its malignant chill
Over the warmth I feel for you
Cie
07/30/2006
Saturday, July 29, 2006
Dark Obsession
I'm not ashamed of you
And if I only could
I'd let the world know the way I feel
I treasure your peculiar beauty
The predatory look in your eyes
And the way you sink your fangs into my heart
Injecting your venom like a snake
Destroying all hope within my soul
But I can't risk letting anyone know
For I would only be seen as mad
And others who are as obsessed with you as I
Would seek to destroy what was left of me
You never used me as you did some of them
You let me know from the start
That I didn't measure up
I told the world that I didn't care
But when I am alone at night I dream of you
If you promised you would treasure my heart
I would let you cut it from my chest
If you promised you would cleave to my soul I'd sell it to you
Along with any chance for future happiness
What must I do to merit your attention?
You treat me with disdain and I endure your devaluation
You smile at me but for a moment and I soar above my degredation
I can tell no-one of the truth between you and me
"It isn't healthy," they would say
It's an addiction
An obsession
And they are right
But I would rather have cancer eat away what's left of my decaying heart
Than to lose the slender thread by which I cling to you
Dark hearted beauty
Twisted treasure
You are the secret which I keep
You are my dark obsession
Cie
07/29/2006
And if I only could
I'd let the world know the way I feel
I treasure your peculiar beauty
The predatory look in your eyes
And the way you sink your fangs into my heart
Injecting your venom like a snake
Destroying all hope within my soul
But I can't risk letting anyone know
For I would only be seen as mad
And others who are as obsessed with you as I
Would seek to destroy what was left of me
You never used me as you did some of them
You let me know from the start
That I didn't measure up
I told the world that I didn't care
But when I am alone at night I dream of you
If you promised you would treasure my heart
I would let you cut it from my chest
If you promised you would cleave to my soul I'd sell it to you
Along with any chance for future happiness
What must I do to merit your attention?
You treat me with disdain and I endure your devaluation
You smile at me but for a moment and I soar above my degredation
I can tell no-one of the truth between you and me
"It isn't healthy," they would say
It's an addiction
An obsession
And they are right
But I would rather have cancer eat away what's left of my decaying heart
Than to lose the slender thread by which I cling to you
Dark hearted beauty
Twisted treasure
You are the secret which I keep
You are my dark obsession
Cie
07/29/2006
Thursday, July 27, 2006
Helpless
I feel so helpless
There's nothing I can do
For you
You've gone too deep into the night
Too far down the stairs to hell
No words I say can bring you light
I feel afraid
Lost too many people
Don't want to lose another
My life has been falling apart from birth
Can't we help each other stand
Instead of trying to stand alone
Against the tides of everything?
I feel so useless
Why can't my sincere feelings reach you
Why can't my friendship be enough to save you
From this pit of misery
I feel so alone
No-one to turn to
No-one can help me save you
You can't hear unless you want to
And I can't say anything more
On a planet with billions of people
In the end
We all die alone
Cie
07/27/2006
There's nothing I can do
For you
You've gone too deep into the night
Too far down the stairs to hell
No words I say can bring you light
I feel afraid
Lost too many people
Don't want to lose another
My life has been falling apart from birth
Can't we help each other stand
Instead of trying to stand alone
Against the tides of everything?
I feel so useless
Why can't my sincere feelings reach you
Why can't my friendship be enough to save you
From this pit of misery
I feel so alone
No-one to turn to
No-one can help me save you
You can't hear unless you want to
And I can't say anything more
On a planet with billions of people
In the end
We all die alone
Cie
07/27/2006
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
suicide
SUICIDE
The flesh is rent
The blood flows
Yet still the pain remains
The wound made deeper to extract
The intolerable anguish
Yet it remains
Deeply imbedded
Beyond the reach of the knife
Too slowly the blood flows
More drastic measures must be taken
To eliminate the pain
The life of the body ceases in a blinding flash
The life that was given ripped asunder in a moment
The soul, to its dismay, realizes too late
That deep within its core the pain remains
Love from my heart to the only one who truly understands my pain
This is his poem.
It's beautiful and sad
Like him.
07/19/2006
The flesh is rent
The blood flows
Yet still the pain remains
The wound made deeper to extract
The intolerable anguish
Yet it remains
Deeply imbedded
Beyond the reach of the knife
Too slowly the blood flows
More drastic measures must be taken
To eliminate the pain
The life of the body ceases in a blinding flash
The life that was given ripped asunder in a moment
The soul, to its dismay, realizes too late
That deep within its core the pain remains
Love from my heart to the only one who truly understands my pain
This is his poem.
It's beautiful and sad
Like him.
07/19/2006
Monday, July 17, 2006
Lies or Misunderstandings
LIES
Why do you lie
And pretend you care
Pretend to me
And yourself
That you wanted to be there
And when I need you
When I need a friend
When I need a shoulder
You run away
Gone
Was I something
That was interesting
At the beginning
But in the end
Being my friend
Was too complicated
Or was I too boring
Why
Do you lie
Did you pretend
You wanted a friend
When what you really wanted
Was something glamorous
That's not me
Or couldn't you see
My outsides don't lie
They reflect the I
That lives inside
Broken and twisted
Damaged goods
Forever scarred
Like the posessions that remain
After a house fire
Or the marks that remain on the skin
Of the victim of an accident
Or a beating
Or the scars that reside inside
From years of abuse
Betrayal
Abandonment
It is not wonderful to have a friend
For in the end
They all
Lie
And leave me alone again
Cie
07/17/2006
Why do you lie
And pretend you care
Pretend to me
And yourself
That you wanted to be there
And when I need you
When I need a friend
When I need a shoulder
You run away
Gone
Was I something
That was interesting
At the beginning
But in the end
Being my friend
Was too complicated
Or was I too boring
Why
Do you lie
Did you pretend
You wanted a friend
When what you really wanted
Was something glamorous
That's not me
Or couldn't you see
My outsides don't lie
They reflect the I
That lives inside
Broken and twisted
Damaged goods
Forever scarred
Like the posessions that remain
After a house fire
Or the marks that remain on the skin
Of the victim of an accident
Or a beating
Or the scars that reside inside
From years of abuse
Betrayal
Abandonment
It is not wonderful to have a friend
For in the end
They all
Lie
And leave me alone again
Cie
07/17/2006
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