Written 10-15 years ago. Things had gotten really bad with my then-husband. I've repressed a lot of the feelings I had at the time. This made me remeber just how awful I really felt. But it's like looking into someone else's life to remember it because I've changed so much since then.
BE REAL
FEEL
CONCEAL
STEAL
BE REAL
LIFE
KNIFE
WIFE
STRIFE
CONCEAL
WHAT YOU FEEL
STEAL
SOMEONE'S LIFE
SOMONE'S HEART
BE REAL
NO LIFE
OF MY OWN
LIVE THROUGH YOU
OR BE ALONE
PAIN
BRAIN
STRAIN
TRAIN
TRAIN ME HOW TO FEEL
I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S REAL
FEEL THE PAIN
IN MY BRAIN
LIFE'S A STRAIN
LIVE MY LIFE
IN MY HEART
LIFE TEARS ME APART
LIE
SIGH
CRY
DIE
BE REAL
Probably written in 1991 or 1992.
If it wasn't for my son, I probably would have killed myself. I remember feeling really bad, but I can't call up those feelings, which is probably a good thing.
Peace.
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